I love to wear dresses
I love to wear my strap-ons
I always wear heels/wedges
Almost always in a dress/skirt
I like to taste mango
I don't fuck guys
I own a lot of make up
I enjoy being inside of you
If you cry I might now know what to do
I have feelings
But I don't know what to do with them
Anger wins out over sadness
I understand that I can be kinda confusing to a small minded person. I can wear high heels and a strap-on...at the same time.
My friend Kim asked me if I've ever had sex with a guy, I told her no. Then she said "so you're a virgin?" I replied with "no Kim, I'm a lesbian", "so you're a penis virgin?". Yes Kim, I'm a penis virgin.
I'm so tired of people saying...
so you're bi?
what did your ex boyfriends do wrong?
what turned you gay?
when did you choose to be gay?
this is a phase?
do you suck dick still?
do you wanna try straight sex with me?
are you into threesomes?
do you want to have a threesome?
Really?
I've never had sex with a guy. And I don't think lesbians having sex with a guy makes them any less gay. That's stupid. Sexuality is something that should be explored, new things should be tried, but those things don't define who you are. Sexuality doesn't define who you are. I'm a lesbian but I'm so much more then that. I feel that because I look more femme then someone's idea of a stereotypical lesbian that people (especially straight guys) think if I've ever had sex with a guy then I'm bi or curious or that they have a chance with me. You don't. Not a chance in hell. I've never been curious about having sex with a guy, but if I had I would of, and I'd still be gay.
You are a fantastic, open-minded, liberated woman.
ReplyDeleteYou know what you want and what you like. That is not dictated by society's narrow ideas. People always expect us to fit into one set of categories. They become unbearably shocked when we don't fit their mold for whatever they think we should be.
I had sex with a guy. As I told you, my reasons were: 1) I wanted to tell everyone who asked, "Are you SURE you are gay? How do you know until you try?" that yes, I tried, and no, I did not like it. For two, I wanted to see what the hullaboo was about. I had to make sure I knew with complete certainty that I was not attracted to men in any possible way.
I also had a little bit of confusion because - well - since I wanted to be a guy so badly, I had a bad case of penis envy. This makes me love watching porn with cock and cum shots. As a teen, it made me wonder if I was attracted to guys. Nope. Not at all. I just want to have what they have.
You just break guys hearts because you are enough like one of the guys to make them say, "Whoa, she is a cool chick" yet you are conventionally gorgeous and it makes their heads spin.