You're back from your long trip, it was great to see your face again. You look so different from the last time I saw you. So small and fragile, like your outsides are matching your insides. I know you're going through a tough time, but damn when aren't you? You always try and take a break from life. Life has no breaks. Try making changes to your life, to yourself. Then you can expect to see improvement. You can hold yourself accountable. I know there are things in life that we have no control over, that we can't change the awful things that have happened, but you can change your outlook on life, you can strive for something greater. Stop seeing everything as an overwhelming challenge and start enjoying the adventure as you work to accomplishing a goal.
As much as I've missed you I don't want you in my life. I don't want to hear about your day, or listen to your problems, or hang out with you. The best part of our relationship was when it ended. I don't say that to be mean, we both know it's the truth. I think I'll just continue to enjoy your smile from afar.
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