What more could I ask for? Umm maybe for my ex gf and her new gf to NOT be there! Yup.
So here's the deal. I live in a two story house, the bottom part is my own separate apartment and my ex and my bestie Gina live upstairs in their own place. My ex moved upstairs when were still dating and thought it was an awesome plan. Now, not so much.
Seeing my ex didn't bother me but when her gf (and her huge dog!) showed up I was upset. I was told they had broke up the day before the dinner and wasn't coming. I don't care if they are or aren't dating, I have life too, but I don't want to see her fucking gf because I also have feelings (unfortunately).
I took a moment to calm down and collect myself and then rejoined the party. They stayed in my ex's bedroom so I didn't see them again for the night.
Break ups are hard, they're even harder when you know when your ex and/or gf are also home and you can hear them talking and walking around. It was a new life lesson: don't live too close to the person you are dating!
I don't want to be with my ex I just really miss the person I thought she was and the friendship we had. I don't know who she is anymore but I can assure you we won't be friends again. That's life though.
"We always deceive ourselves twice about the people we love - first to their advantage, then to their disadvantage." --Albert Camus
Harlow
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